Tuesday, March 2, 2021

Vapors... (Ecclesiastes 1)

 


Vapors...
Generations come and Generations go…
The Sun Rises and the Sun Sets…

The world is wearisome. The eye is not satisfied with seeing. The ear is not satisfied with hearing.

There is nothing new under the sun.

There is no remembrance. From the people of the past to the people of the future. No one ever remembers what came before or at least learns the lessons of those who walked the same paths.

What advantage is my work in the grand scheme of things? The earth keeps moving. The sun keeps setting. Everything is Vapor…
Humanity keeps doing the same things over and over. There is no real progress. Man does nothing really new. Everything is a Vapor.

From Adam and Eve to Ananias and Sapphira, we keep looking for what is desiring to the eye. We keep deciding what is good. But why are the things I define as good are so often what my heart turns to in worship? Whether person, place, or thing… everything I desire will fade away. Everything is Vapor.

But God…

Jesus. God in Flesh. God dwelling among us. God moving into our neighborhood.

He showed us how to build our house on solid ground. A house made of more than Vapor. A temple made of what is solid. Of what lasts. Of what is eternal.

While the pursuit of wisdom, knowledge, and love walk down paths of pain and a broken heart. They are paths that down into depths that many choose not to descend into. We keep seeking for how wide our individual kingdoms can be. We forget to seek for how deep Yahweh's Kingdom reaches.

The paths bring clarity. Like being able to see the vapors for what they are. Vapors. The paths reveal that humankind, life, and myself have been seeking a lie. The lie that vapors are desiring to the eye. They are good. But that is not new.

The clarity breaks your heart for humankind. For those in your nation. For your neighbors. For Friends. Family. Brothers and Sisters.
The same Vandalism of creation, in the beginning, is the same Vandalism I commit daily. Nothing New.

But as I walk into more clarity, I abide more in love.
And the deeper I abide in Love, the more I am afflicted.

To Love as King Jesus loved is to take my armor off to be vulnerable with people.
To offer Pure unfiltered Love as Abba Father, will mean heartbreak.

But when the armor is off, I am learning to Love better. I am learning how to King Jesus Loves me.


I often wear my armor.
But Jesus is helping take it off.

And I am learning to Love more as he Loved.
To Abide with Love as he had.
To walk the Paths as he walked them.

There are still idols around that my heart seeks to worship. There are still idols that humanity and life seek.

The sun rises and the sun sets.

Generations come and Generations Go.

Vapors…

But Love remains.

Friday, May 1, 2020

Why Should I Study 2 Timothy?

Study of 2 Timothy 1:1&2 by Pastor Brent Sheridan

“Paul, an Apostle of Christ Jesus by will of God according to the promise of the life that is in Christ Jesus, 
To Timothy, my beloved child: Grace, mercy, and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Lord.” - 2 Timothy 1:1-2, ESV

The first 5 minutes of a movie are one of the most important parts of the film. They lay the groundwork and give insight into the story that follows. They establish tone, characters, motivations, and themes. Take Raiders of the Lost Ark as an example. The film establishes Indiana Jones as a rough, but a kind adventurer. He is skilled with a whip, is deliberate, and takes his time. His careful traversal of the cave in the beginning demonstrates a respect for those whose artifacts he now hunts. We know from the first 5 minutes who Indiana Jones is, what he can do, and the tone of the film. Another example is The Dark Knight. The movie opens on a sweeping shot of the city as the camera slowly zooms in on one of the buildings. A glass window in one of the buildings is blown out, and we follow a group of men wearing clown masks as they rob a bank. As the robbery progresses we learn that the man who hired them is called the “Joker,” and he has given each of them orders to kill one of the other men on the job. Eventually only one man is left, and it is revealed the man is the Joker himself. He uses a school bus to disappear into the traffic of the city, and vanishes. This introduction shows the setting is a city, the intelligence of our main antagonist and the chaos in his anarchic views, and establishes the obstacle our hero will eventually have to overcome. We understand the tone, characters, motivations, and themes of the story. The beginning of any story is very important. This is equally true of the Bible and the many writings contained within. Whether it’s the “In the Beginning,” section of Genesis or the “In the first book, O Theophilus,” section of Acts, the introduction gives vital information that will help us on the rest of the journey. 

However, the movie The Dark Knight spends its opening with a focus on the villain, giving insight into him as a character, and setting the tone for the movie. It does nothing to tell you about the hero. Why is that? Because The Dark Knight is the second film in a trilogy. The hero has already been established in the first movie, Batman Begins. We have had an entire movie dedicated to our hero. We know who he is and where he’s at in the beginning of The Dark Knight, because we watched the previous film. 2 Timothy is in the same place as The Dark Knight. It is the 2nd letter we have that Paul is writing to Timothy, and because of that we need to get a little back story on exactly who Paul is, who he’s writing too, and what his purpose is for writing. 
Who is Paul? Paul, also called Saul, is a later addition to the ranks of the Apostles. Paul is a Jewish man, born as a Roman citizen in the city of Tarsus. He is a very educated man, and was trained in Jewish law by a man named Gamaliel. Paul was a strict follower of the Jewish faith, calling himself “zealous” even (Acts 22:3). He is first introduced to us in scripture in the book of Acts where he is seen to be a harsh persecutor of Christianity, which was then known as “the Way” (Acts 22:4). Paul was converted to Christianity by Jesus on the road to Damascus. Paul became the main Apostle to the gentiles, or those who aren’t a part of the Jewish faith. Paul made 3 missionary journeys that took him all around the Mediterranean and Aegean seas, stretched across many cities from Jerusalem to Rome, and possibly even took him to Spain. On his journeys Paul faced many beatings, humiliation, and imprisonment, all for the sake of getting the gospel to the Gentiles. At the time of writing 2 Timothy, Paul is again imprisoned in Rome (1:16-17 & 2:9), and believes that his life is about to come to a close (4:6-8). This letter is written then as what Paul believes is quite possibly his final letter to Timothy, his beloved child. 
Who is Timothy? Timothy was most likely born in the city of Lystra to a Greek father, and Jewish mother (Acts 16:1). Timothy’s father’s name is not known, but his mother’s name is Eunice. Timothy’s conversion to Christianity took place sometime during or between Pauls first and second missionary journeys. We know that Timothy’s grandmother Lois was converted to Christianity first, then his mother, Eunice (2 Timothy 1:5). Timothy traveled with Paul and was circumcised for his own protection because many Jews knew his father was a Greek (Acts 16:3). At the time of our letter, Timothy has been appointed to the church in Ephesus to act as Paul’s delegate, and leader of the church Paul planted there. 
Why is Paul writing to Timothy? In 1 Timothy Paul  wrote to encourage Timothy and establish him as the leader of the Church in Ephesus. 1 Timothy deals heavily with false teachers who had found a way into the church, and Paul’s attempt at commanding the church to only pay attention to the teachings that Paul firmly taught to Timothy. 2 Timothy is less about the false teachers; even though they are addressed in this letter, they are not the main focus. According to Gordon D. Fee the two main purposes of this letter are “Paul’s lifelong concern — the gospel and its ministry…[and to] call Timothy to his side” (Fee 13). 

We now have the background knowledge necessary to enter into the text of 2 Timothy. We’ve seen the first film, we know the players, and we can enter into the sequel fully aware of what is going on, so let’s take a look at the first five minutes of 2 Timothy.
2 Timothy 1:1
Paul, an Apostle of Christ Jesus by will of God according to the promise of the life that is in Christ Jesus,”

When reading this introduction it is important to notice the shift in tone from 1 Timothy’s introduction to this one. In 1 Timothy Paul is not only defending his ministry from the attack of the false teachers who have infiltrated the church at Ephesus, but he is also lending credibility and authority to Timothy as the leader of that church. You can tell the tonal shift due to Paul’s use of according to” in 2 Timothy 1:1, as opposed to “command” which is used in 1 Timothy’s introduction. In 2 Timothy Paul is writing to a close companion, and a “true child in the faith.” With this as in mind it does seem odd that Paul is writing in such a formal way. He certainly doesn’t need to remind Timothy of who he is, if they were so close, so why do it? Some have argued that this formal tone to such a close friend challenges the Pauline authorship of this letter (Guthrie 134). When looking at Paul’s purposes for writing the letter however, the purpose of this tone becomes clear. Paul is writing his formal greeting here to remind Timothy not who Paul is, but to remind Timothy that Paul’s message, and his life are tied to Jesus. Paul is reminding Timothy that what he has heard is in fact the one and only Gospel message. The introduction is a means of encouragement for Timothy that he is in fact teaching, living, and believing the right things. Paul anchors this fact not in a present active command of God, but on a future promise of eternal life. Paul is saying that his message and teachings are of eternal significance. Paul does not want Timothy to forget that. 

2 Timothy 1:2
"To Timothy, my beloved child: Grace, mercy, and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Lord.” 

This verse is an almost direct parallel to 1 Timothy 1:2. The only difference is the way Paul addresses Timothy. In the first letter Paul refers to Timothy as “my true child in the faith” (ESV) whereas here he is called “my beloved child.” This is yet another example of the shift in tone from 1 Timothy to 2 Timothy. Paul is writing a more intimate letter to a beloved son, and not worried about defending Timothy before the church. Rather he goes back to the more personal way of speaking to Timothy (see 1 Corinthians 4:17). Paul is writing as a father to a child. He is writing his final will and testament in regards to the work he has done. He is asking for Timothy to remain devoted to the teachings, to take up the mantle, and run the race as an approved workman for God who need not be ashamed. Paul is passing his ministerial baton to Timothy. 

When we look at 2 Timothy we need to keep in our minds Paul’s purpose for writing. He is a father writing to his son in the faith, and he has chosen him to carry on. With these lenses on we can now move forward into 2 Timothy, but before we do, I believe there are some lessons we can take away. 

1: Who is influencing your faith?
In Ephesus false teachers caused many a headache for Paul and Timothy, but that problem is not limited to the early years after Christ’s death. Many false teachers have existed since then, still exist today, and will exist in the future. The introduction to 2 Timothy challenges us to stay true to the one true Gospel and not let other teachers, or various ideologies of the day, influence what is good, right and true. We need to take great care to read scripture and ensure that those we choose to follow or listen to are also taking great care to walk in the ways of Christ. 

2: Who is training you?
While we should take great care to ensure we are not led astray, it is also very important that we are trained. All around us are senior saints who have lived faithfully for many years. It is unwise to not look for someone at whose feet you can sit. Learning never has an expiration date, and we should always seek to know more about God and the life He longs for us to lead. We should look to those who are further on the path of faith to give us advice and help us ascend further into a head and heart knowledge of God. 

3: Who are you training?

In his Letters to Lucilius Seneca the Younger writes “Homines dum docent discunt,” which means “Men learn while they teach.” It is important for our betterment to not only be trained but to be training the next generation as well. Teaching is not just something someone with more experience does to someone with lesser experience. It is something that occurs on both ends. Many things about God can be learned when we try to teach the ways of the faith to those who are younger in the faith. Training someone else in the faith also ensures the continuation of the line of good true, perfect faith that we have so carefully followed with our lives. If you don’t have someone now, I recommend you find someone that you can mentor. Allow the time you spend training them to teach and train you, too.  

Sunday, April 12, 2020

5 Quotes on Spiritual Resilience [Infographic]

“Now My soul has become troubled; and what shall I say, ‘Father, save Me from this hour’? But for this purpose I came to this hour.


Resilience is not about your strength, it is about your surrender. 


Life is not ever promised to be easy. In fact, scripture is full of people that encounter trials of all kinds. From Steven being martyred during the beginning of the early church to Paul's continual shipwrecks; Christians are not immune to pain. 


Fear and Pain are two things that everyone is having to deal with right now. The Pandemic is at the back of most people’s minds. What each of us needs is resilience. For the Christian, resilience is not about you being stronger, or standing firm, it is about leaning into and surrendering our fear and pain to Yahweh. 



Saturday, April 11, 2020

What is the Genre? [Infographic]

We have all done “The Stare”. That agonizing stare you do at the words in front of you. The minutes you spend staring at a passage of scripture, wanting it to say something to you, wishing you understood what the author was saying. 
Sometimes you can feel like the writing is schizophrenic and all over the place. Sometimes you read a passage and wonder “why is God so angry and hateful? This isn’t the God that I know.” Honestly, sometimes you can just feel dumb while trying to study the bible. 

One tool that I employ on a daily basis is genre identification. Every passage in the Bible falls within a genre. Genre is the literary category in which a piece of writing falls. And each category has a reason for being written and a style all it’s own. The way you would read a letter is very different from how you would read a novel, which  is still different from the way that you would read poetry. 

The bible is almost like a bookstore. As you embark into each of the different books of the bible, understanding the genre of a passage assists you to read / comprehend? the passage better. 

This infographic can assist you in identifying  the genre that you are studying. It is one step you can take to doing a /deeper study. 



With the understanding of Genre, you can have a richer experience studying scripture. When you understand why something is being written, you further understand the message it is communicating.  
Use this infographic today! Choose a passage of scripture to study, and using the checklist, see if you can identify the genre of the passage you are studying, 



Monday, April 6, 2020

Meno: Healing Spiritual Wounds


“Souls without prayer are like people whose bodies or limbs are paralyzed, they possess feet and hands but cannot control them” - St Teresa of Avila 


Every person has soul wounds. Because of the brokenness of this world, because of sin, we live in a world full of wounded people. Most people walk around hurting but do not know the source of their pain. So instead of dealing with their woundedness, they take their pain and direct it outward. We watch as people attack, tear down and hurt others. In turn, those that were attacked and hurt, turn around and hurt others. So we have hurt people hurting people that in turn hurt people. (As Dr. Venkman would say “Mass Hysteria”.)
The way to stop the cycle of woundedness in your world is to shift/move? from outward avoidance to inward reflection. Through inward reflection, we can identify, understand and even heal our woundedness. In the following exercise, the Holy Spirit will guide you through the process of identification, understanding, and healing. 


“I believe that God both wills and can bring good out of everything, even the worst… I believe that even our mistakes and wrongdoing are not fruitless” -Dietrich Bonhoeffer


To begin, you will need to find a quiet place of solitude. Bring a bible, a pen, and a notebook to write thoughts, prayers or anything else that comes to mind. Some people focus better when they can write out what is going on in their inner life. Your quiet place can be in a room alone, a prayer closet or (for me) a spot on the couch with a candle (and a corgi lying next to me). Focus on quieting your thoughts and quieting your mind. Invite the Holy Spirit to bring peace to your thoughts and feelings, to posture your heart towards listening and reflecting. The Holy Spirit knows you better than you know yourself and will guide and teach you through this time. (1 Cor 2:13) 


“We must lay before Him what is in us; not what ought to be in us.” -CS Lewis 


Now that we are positioned to dive in, spend time thinking about where you feel hurt or anxiety. Think of the things that make you angry. Ask the Holy Spirit to bring these events and feelings to mind. It can be easy to feel shame during this. Do not let shame take hold; it is not of God. King Jesus is exposing truth in your life for your good and your restoration, not to hurt or shame you. 
As things come up, write them down. Place them in a container in your mind. Look at it and give it a name. Identify the feeling that you are feeling at that moment. See what it may be attached to. What is it that causes these feelings? Let God guide you to the answers. With God’s help, name the wound that has been revealed. 
A word of caution for you: This is not an easy or quick process. Yahweh may bring you to your wound quickly, or it may take time. Be patient with yourself and with Him. Wait upon Abba Father to work with you through this exercise and do not rush it. 


When you are disturbed, do not sin; ponder it on your beds, and be silent. - David 
Now that you have identified the wound, we are going to work on understanding it. Ask Yahweh how this wound causes you to act. How does it manifest in your outer world? Does it cause you to isolate yourself? Does it cause you to rage against people? Maybe it causes you to lean into activities that numb the pain like binging food, alcohol, tv or pornography. Maybe it causes criticalness. Walk with the Holy Spirit through these questions and understand how this wound manifests itself. 
Next, ask the question “Why do I have this wound?” Ask “Why does it manifest in this way?” Continue to spend time understanding the wound. The better we understand a wound, the better we can treat it. God will guide you through this exercise; make sure to pay attention to his leading throughout it. 


After we have spent time identifying a soul wound, and have some kind of understanding where it comes from, we can begin to have it be healed. It is important to know that you cannot heal a soul wound by your power. We do not have that ability. We are broken because of sin. 
Healing can only come from Abba Father. Healing is a grace given to us; it is not merited by our actions. It is not about having “enough” faith or the right words. Healing is an act of God that comes from an overflow of His loving nature. 
So take time to ask Yahweh to begin healing your woundedness. Surrender the pain and the control of it over to Him. Ask Him to bring peace over this wound. Ask Him to heal the pain, and to use it for his glory and your good. He is faithful to do it. 
Remember, this can take time. It will not be a single time of doing this exercise that will bring you peace and healing. But as you surrender the wounds to Abba Father, He will begin a restorative work in you. 

Friday, April 3, 2020

Prayer of Surrendered Discipleship


Spiritual Excercise: Prayer of Surrendered Discipleship 

Supplies: Phone/Tablet/Computer with access to YouTube. Pen and Notebook.
Duration: 15 Minutes

1. There is a difference between a "Church Member" and " A Disciple of Jesus." Listen to Dallas Willard discuss the subject.


The Cost to Follow Jesus -Dallas Willard



2. Move into a time of examination, inviting The Holy Spirit to examine the way you walk your life. Who is it you spend your time following, learning from and emulating? Do you belong to a church and are actually a Disciple of something/someone else?

3. Spend time in prayer. If you need to (from prompting of the Abba Father),  Confess that you have followed the wrong people or things. That you have allowed your heart to wander.

4. Ask God to give you the grace of trust and love to follow him as his disciple. To give you the strength to do as he did. To live your life as a disciple, or apprentice, of King Jesus.


Vapors... (Ecclesiastes 1)

  Vapors... Generations come and Generations go… The Sun Rises and the Sun Sets… The world is wearisome. The eye is not satisfied with seein...